It hurt's to port this, but my husband went home to be with the Lord, April 29, 2012, I was not ready to let him go, but the Lord was ready for him to go home. Life will never be the same, I have lost a part of myself I will never get back, Every day that goes by, it hurts more and more, Everyone is saying it will get better, Better, I don't think so, The hurt will never go away, the pain in my heart is there until I go home to be with the Lord. And It is only by the grace of the Lord, that I can make it though each day.
3 years ago this past January when we were told he had cancer, and that there was nothing the doctor's could do, we never gave up, then the last 6 months things began getting really bad, and the cancer started to spread, It was like I loss him then, he was never the same, the cancer and the pain medicine took him away from me, before he was gone, and to watch him slowly die, was killing me, And the morning I watched him take his last breath, I will never get out of my mind, Why it had to happen like it did, I may never know, but as God's word said, I will never put more on you then you can bear, I know the Lord will carry me through this.
The date was right, I think but the time isn't.
This was our last Thankgiving together 2011















